A Firm Understanding
Lets place some truth in the world that holds no opinion or judgement. Lets take a moment to approach things in a way that most of us avoid because reality is scary. Lets take every second needed to realize that if life was perfect… Growth would be absent. Lets create knowledge behind the fact that tough moments that we go through teach us to get through other ones that may represent the same struggle or similar times. Lets open our hearts to that fact that no one on this planet will experience things in the same manner that you do. Even if the things we are facing are similar in ways, our experience and understanding can be and most likely will be entirely different. Now, lets take all of those things and appreciate the beauty behind everyone’s outlook and solutions being what makes life incredible. Lets appreciate the people that we bypass every day in a way where their better moments in life can bring beauty to the darker ones in ours.
If I am thankful for one thing in life amongst all of the other things that I love, It is the ability that I possess to see the better in people or situations no matter what is going on. I do my best to understand that my outlook doesn’t need to be compared to others because living that way will never suffice. I have so many conditions that most collapse because of. I am not quite sure why I am the way that I am or how. I never took time to pass judgement on other humans because in doing so I never would have been able to make it through addiction or all of the times that I failed trying. I struggle...Regularly in my mind even to this day. What has saved me countless times is remaining able to search for the one thing that I feel I was placed here to be, and that is a loving human. A human that can help others get through times where they may not want to search for better. Times where they may not want to deal with the struggles inside of darkness. I only know what I am looking at because I lived in that same place for so long and although our answers at be different, knowing you are not alone will never be understood if someone doesn’t tell you that they are there if you need them. For a long time I prayed for answers and I prayed for change, but it was not until I hit a point that I wanted to find life that things created clarity behind the lies my demons were telling me and the truth that I deserved to feel. That was the moment that air was placed back into my lungs and life was reintroduced to my heart.
We will only find the good in life when we begin to look for it and for some of us that comes harder than others. Wherever you are in life…You are strong, You are Courageous, You are Beautiful… In every way you tell yourself that you are. Thank you for being you and making this world a place that is amazing in all of the ways that we sometimes forget to see. Try to love in a way where you create movement in the opposite direction of the desperation that your demons lie into your heart.
What will you do today to discover the beauty that was placed into your life from the very start? What will you do today to allow your truth a chance to present itself in a manner where your demons lies don’t have a chance to show at all?